I suck at updating blogs...I find it strange that I do in fact have 3 blogs right now and I never update a one of 'em. But I'm trying and doesn't that count for something?!
So let's see, since I last posted I completed my semester as a non-matriculating student at CCNY. My grades still haven't been posted and I've been anxiously waiting to get an email from one of my professors about our final project. But I shouldn't be holding my breath cause that teacher was a little insane in the membrane. But at least the books she made us read were informative and educational. I now have to figure out a great many things. Like where to non-matriculate in the fall and where to finally matriculate in the spring. I wanted to bulk up my GPA before applying to Education Graduate Programs. I think I have a fear of rejection, but that's neither here nor there.
Anyway, I also need to find a new job....perhaps a job that involves education....and children. Plus I'm also kind of sick of my hour and a half commute to Queens. That's been a pain in my butt for the past 10 months. I need to try to focus and study for my LAST exam which I'm taking a week from Saturday. Lots to do and here I sit at 2:30 on a Thursday morning doing none of it. Instead I'm just worrying, I found out today that my roommate wants out of our apartment as of August 1st. So that's fun....not knowing where I'm going to live. I can't afford the apartment myself and I don't even LOVE it, certainly not enough to stay and try to find a new unknown roommate. I can barely live with a friend, I definitely prefer living alone. Man, that was the life. In LA I had a one bedroom apartment that I loved!!! It actually pained me to give it up.
Anyway, I think I'm done whining this morning, but it's nice to see all the things I need to be doing written out like this, lots to do. I guess this is what happens when you move across the country and want to make changes in your life, I'm not sure if I like it just yet.